Denial is a fundamental part of being a loser. Women don't want to date you, talk to you, or fuck you, so you get used to the rejection. After so many times, you might even start to like it, knowing that women are too good for you and that they deserve better. I want you to sexualize it. I want you to cope with being an unwanted, unlovable little loser by stroking to it, reprogramming your brain to associate pleasure with rejection and humiliation. Goon to denial. Stroke to rejection.