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Script: "I’ve always been a hardcore porn addict, with a lot of it being anal porn rather than vaginal sex. In more recent years, I’ve added humiliation porn to the mix, though I tend to go between indulging in a fixation on one or the other, vacillating between the two intermittently; after overdoing it on stimulation from hardcore for a few weeks or months, I go back to fixating on humiliation, until I burn out the novelty of that again and cycle back. Lately I’ve been playing with conflating the two, and looking for ass/asshole worship with verbal humiliation that frames it as pussy denial, with my ass fixation being an extension of my sense of being unconditionally unworthy, and to virgin shame me for being so averse to even thinking about properly being with a woman as a viable possibility. I wrote a bit of a prompt for it below if it’s convenient for you, but if you’d rather just improvise around the themes I’m sure hearing your perspective on ass/asshole worship as pussy denial, virgin humiliation, and SPH would be incredible. “Kiss my ass, little dick” (Maybe starting standing facing the camera, with a lower/waist high shot angled up, to show some intermittent eye contact, and to make it easy to foreground your ass during the tease, if that sounds right. No trouble if it’s too annoying to frame it, though anything that could go between showing eye contact and an ass worship tease would be amazing if it’s possible). You’ve been so fixated on anal porn your whole life; that’s all you want, right? You’re so pathetic you don’t even dare to dream of pussy, you know it’s not for you. Have you even kissed a woman before? All you can hope for is to kiss my asshole. Go ahead, aren’t you tempted? Any time you hear a romantic song, or see a scene in a movie that invokes the trope of a lover’s first kiss, you can remember my ass: the texture against your lips, the scent, the way it tasted, the way it kissed you back. That’s the kind of love story that’s appropriate for a little dicked porn addict like you. Pussy is too good for you, you know you’ll never experience that, all that porn you’ve watched has conditioned you so well into accepting that. You know your gross little dick has no stimulation to offer anyone. But still, you just can’t resist the way my ass looks, can you? And after all, don’t you want to know what it’s like to kiss a woman? Here’s your chance, go ahead! (maybe a full spread towards the camera here, if that would be appropriate; and maybe with a kissing sound, if that’d be audible from that position) There you go. Doesn’t that feel good? Now any time you hear someone mention the experience of their first kiss, you can remember this moment, and understand what they mean. You never even need to use your little dick, I’ve got vibrators that can satisfy me more than you ever could. That's the only sex life you need: making out with my ass."