Disappear - I was so sad. They were fighting all the time. I just wanted to disappear... My brother found me hiding in the attic, and we were together just like I always imagined. I can't ever remember being happier... My brother was always was so nice to me. Always telling me things would get better. And they finally did. I've never felt closer to anyone in my whole life... And now he's gone too.... - New Year - I sat in my parent's living room staring at the tree. Only a few hours into 2016 and I felt exactly the same. Unsatisfied. My friend's new year's eve party was terrible. I didn't stay long, and now I was sitting, all alone, thinking. I just wanted to be alone, but I felt so lonely. Go figure... I was interrupted after a few quiet minutes by my little sister. She was topless. She had this strange look in her eye, I felt confused, we had barely spoken in the past week since I had been home. I felt like an asshole for how I left things between us, but I had felt relieved that she left me alone... My sister sat down on the couch and looked at me and told me she wasn't mad. She smiled and told me everything would be ok. She said she missed me.... - Winter Passage - My brother touched my face and I slapped his hand away. What an asshole. I told him how I felt yesterday. I told him I don't want him anymore. I used him. I needed him to know what it felt like to be used, to feel loved then be thrown away... My brother wasn't listening to me. He touched my breasts then his hands went between my legs. He looked into my eyes and said he loved me. He said he knew I still wanted him. He said he was sorry for what he did... How did he know I still wanted him? Why wouldn't he just leave me alone? I stared at my brother and I kissed him. I hated him for being right.... Compilation includes full versions of "Disappear" "New Year" & "Winter Passage" ***Starring Lolo Punzel

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