I know you tried pull ups but they didn't make you feel as safe and comfortable... I'm so proud of you for going back to the diapers. And better yet - for taking it another step further and finding comfort in a pacifier and rattle. If you've ever felt embarrassed by these things, or been made to feel like it was wrong in any type of way, watch this video. I love you, I am proud of you, and I'm here to tell you that there is absolutely NOTHING wrong with what you're doing! All I ever want is for you to feel safe and nurtured. And I pray that our friendship and my views on these matters will help you feel a tad bit safer than you already do. Please, put your pacifier in and watch this video. I think you're adorable, strong and brave.