S is for that fucking travesty in your pants. As much as you try to cope, you can't escape the fact that your cock can't make women cum. You can't even stroke like a real man; you're relegated to the cliché two finger grab on that horrific dicklette. S is for making you feel like absolute garbage. You SHOULD have low self esteem because of your cocklette. Your lack of penis completely undermines any other aspect of your life that may make you feel validated as a "real" man.